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[03 Jun 2005|06:22pm]
[ mood | silly ]

* borrowed from lovehustle :) *

(+) snuck out of the house
(+) gotten lost in your city
( ) seen a shooting star
(+) been to any other countries besides the united states
(+) had a serious surgery
(+) taken a shower with a member of the same sex ---> strange scenario & no its not what it sounds like
(+) kissed a stranger
(+) hugged a stranger
( ) been in a fist fight
( ) been arrested
(+) done drugs
(+) had alcohol
(+) laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose
(+) pushed all the buttons on an elevator
( ) made out in an elevator ---> recently too :)
(+) swore at your parents
(+) kicked a guy where it hurts
(+) been in love
(+) been close to love
(+) been to a casino
( ) been skydiving
(+) broken a bone
(+) been high
(+) had sex
(+) given someone a bruise
(+) skinny-dipped
(+) skipped school
(+) flashed someone
( ) had oral surgery
(+) seen a therapist
(+) done the splits
(+) played spin the bottle
(+) gotten stitches
( ) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
(+) bitten someone ---> my personal favorite ..lol poodle
( ) been to Niagara Falls
(+) gotten the chicken pox
(+) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(+) kissed a member of the same sex
(+) crashed into a friend's car ---> sorry Mai =0/
(+) been to Japan
(+) ridden in a taxi
( ) been dumped
(+) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
( ) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
(+) stole something from your job
(+) gone on a blind date
(+) lied to a friend
(+) had a crush on a teacher
(+) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
(+) been to Europe
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) been married
( ) gotten divorced
(+) been walked in on while having sex
( ) had children
( ) seen someone die
(+) been to Africa
(+) Driven over 400 miles in one day
(+) Been to Canada
(+) Been to Mexico
(+) Been on a plane
( ) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
( ) Thrown up in a bar
( ) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
(+) Eaten Sushi
( ) kissed your cousin
(+) Been snowboarding
(+) Met someone in person from the internet
( ) Been moshing at a concert
(+) had real feelings for someone you knew only online =0)
(+) been in an abusive relationship *not physically, but emotionally can hurt just as bad*
( ) lost a child
(+) gone to college
( ) graduated college
(+) done hard drugs
(+) had oral sex
(+) tried killing yourself
(+) taken painkillers
(+) love someone or miss someone right now
( ) been kicked out of college
(+) ruined what could have been a great thing ---> all to familiar

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[31 May 2005|09:37pm]
[ mood | blank ]

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[30 May 2005|03:07pm]
[ mood | tired ]

i*M baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack!! super fun time i had this weekend.

*updates later.. right now i'm jet-lagged*

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So long and goodnight [15 May 2005|08:10pm]
[ mood | confused ]

Wow Friday night was crazy. I have never been so drunk in my life. I could literally not see straight. I think I may not have a boyfriend after Friday nite =/

We haven't spoken since Saturday at 5:30 a.m. and I don't remember much of anything. I haven't called him because why should I?

I had aLOT of fun though, sometimes it's nice to just let your guards down and go nuts. I mean it hardly ever happens ;)

But seriously.. I wonder if it's over & why am I not more worried =0X

I also spoke with someone from my past. Someone I hurt alot but didnt mean to, I am contemplating wether we should speak again or if I should just leave it as is. Speaking with this person made me feel better.. but did speaking with me make them feel worse?

P.S. I'm going to see GREEN DAY again!!!

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lol.. that's great [30 Apr 2005|06:19pm]
[ mood | complacent ]

You are

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[28 Apr 2005|06:32pm]
[ mood | curious ]

I think I'm getting sick thanks to the boy =(

I haven't updated in a while because my life has been super hectic.

Well saturday nite I went to this awesome absolut party at townhouse. Never forget the hot frenchies *lol poodle.

I'm super excited my mom renewed my membership at the spa so I'm set ... I hadn't gone in like 3 months & just using my home gym equipment but I like socializing with people. Not sure what is up for tonight.. it's a surprise =0?


oh inquisitive one.. the sex is great lol

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[15 Apr 2005|09:40am]
last night was very interesting ;)
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[31 Mar 2005|06:31pm]
[ mood | naughty ]

I met someone..

He's cute

and hot!

Cool and foreign.

he has the best accent ..

and he talks just as much as me...

maybe more (lol thats scary)

* i think i've finally met my match *

:::updates soon:::

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[30 Mar 2005|10:56pm]
...great song


If I Don't Pick Up The Phone Like I Use To (For You)
Don't You take It Personal

If I Don't Do All The Things That I Use To (To You)
I Ain't Mad At You

If You Get The Feelings Stressed Up In Your Chest Thinking
That You About To Lose (It's True)
And If you losing Out On Sleep Home Worrying About Me Ohhhhhh
This How It Be

If You Don't No
Now you Know You Going To Miss
My Love
And I Ain't Not Stressing Bout A Dawg On Thang
Cause I was True When I Gave You
My Love (My Love Yeahhh)

If You Search You Would Never Find Another Love Like My Love
You going To Miss Me I Ain't Got Time For You to Sit Around
And Play With my Love (My Love)

If You Think I Caught A Feeling When I Heard About That Other Chick
(Noooooo) I Already New
About It

I Just Needed Time Just To Clear My Mind And Ask Myself (Why I Didn't Handle It)

And If You Would've Taken care Of Home,'Stead Of Leaving Me Alone Cause I Would Be Right There
With You Taken Care Of You Steady loving You Like I Used To Do


There Was A Time I Blamed Myself
But I Can See So clearly Now Cause You Are Gone
That's How I Spend All My Time When You Weren't Home Playing Around With Them Raggedy Hafers
No More stressing, No more crying, No More Trying
I Would Rather be Alone
I'd Rather Be All By Myself
Because This Valuable Heart Of Mine Was Yours Until I Realize Finally Opened My Eyes

You See Ladies I No I Need It What Was I Thinking He Going To Miss Me When I'm Gone

[Until Song Fade]
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venting [27 Mar 2005|01:13am]
[ mood | disappointed ]

I really hate being lied to!

I don't know why some people can't just tell me the truth.. am I really that scary to talk to? Sometimes I feel as though I don't even have one true friend. Just when I feel a certain trust is established, it blows up in my face. Of course I always find out the truth.. call it karmic retribution, coincidence.. whatever you want, I just ALWAYS find out. Sometimes I wish I didn't. It would make life so much easier.

I consider myself a strong person but I'm not going to lie ..it hurts everytime. It just hurts less & less everytime. I know that I'm not perfect but who is? Why am I always the one who has to change.. not that I mind but I don't like being made out to be the only one who's at fault. Some people really forget that money doesn't make you a better person, it only makes the material aspect of life a little bearable. Some people just don't know how to handle it.. possibly because they've never had any in their lives & now that they have it they think they're hot shit.

Now would you say the problem lies within the person or within the money? People say money is the root of all evil. I'm not so sure about that.. I think the evil had to lie orginally within the person and the money may have exemplified it. Either way here's a little news flash.. material things do not make you who you are. When you die those things aren't going with you. Yes my family has been blessed but never have I underestimated that fact or thought of myself to be better than anyone because of it.

I know I'm not perfect, but neither are you. Money may be able to buy you a mercedes, tans, gucci, spa treatments, LV & a lot more shit but it can't buy you a soul... that which you my friend(?) are greatly lacking.

- just needed to vent

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[20 Mar 2005|11:38pm]
he loves me.. he loves you not

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[15 Mar 2005|08:02pm]
within the past 2 weeks i've managed to meet & hang with Pharrel, almost run over Shaq & party with the kids of the OC. I <3 Miami =)
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[11 Mar 2005|05:05pm]

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[11 Mar 2005|04:23pm]

ok just got home from a day of *shopping overload*!! i haven't been shopping in the longest time so i definitely had to make up for it today!!

the damage:

  • MAC counter: bought a bunch of eyeshadows (12) which are: Shroom, Sushi Flower, Expensive Pink, Swish, Metamorph, Meadowland, Gorgeous Gold, Juxt, Pink Papillon, Hepcat, Black Tied & Electric Eel. Also bought a few brushes & a couple of lipglasses & another Love Nectar l/g because I'm obsessed. I <3 eyeshadows :)
  • Ok I FINALLY found the gold Jimmy Choo's i've been longing for & they had the same style in silver so Poodle convinced me that I needed both
  • also got a pair of the new Choo snakeskin pumps in metallic blue & pink
  • Nordstrom had the cutest beaded tops so I got a couple of those & i got a BCBG pink sequin shrug like my gold & black one
  • New Chanel shades.. HOT!!
  • HATE Burberry but love their bikinis ..so got a couple, plus Poodle's sister got me a discount :)
  • I got this Theory white bermudas @ Neiman's that I'm not so sure about so I might return
  • Also a gorgeous Cashmere cardigan/wrap that was on SALE@!! hello? cashmere hardly ever goes on sale
  • Nanette Lepore perfume that I had been lusting over a while but never got around to getting
  • PLUS: My favorite item of all *drum roll please* : My COACH Limited Edition *backordered* Calfskin Pocket Satchel in the Saddle color. This bag actually came in a couple of weeks ago but I had been to lazy to pick it up

AMEX is loving me this month :) But I think I deserved it. I had been good for a while. Well after shopping, Poodle & I met up with my awesome, bestest brother Talon @ Houston's. He treated us to lunch *so sweet* & put up with Poodle attempting to play footsie with him..lol.

Tonight I'm going to dinner with Poodle & my bro invited us to this party at Shore Club. Perfect chance to strut my new shoes. I was supposed to go to Palm Beach this weekend but Poodle's new bF has to work so plans fell through =/ Oh well there's always next weekend.

i miss my lil poet *muah*
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[01 Mar 2005|11:28pm]
someone's mad at me. at least i think so because they won't talk to me. i really don't know why =/
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[19 Feb 2005|02:59pm]
[mood| Ditzy ]

last night was nuts. i hate stalker ex's. i honestly felt like i was in the movie Fear or something. i know you read this & *if you ever call me again or pull a stunt like you did last night i will call the cops without hesitation*. That's not a threat.. its a promise.

Well on a better note, I found one of my favorite old purses when I was rummaging through my closet

& here's my V-Day gift from my bro i<3 u Talon

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[16 Feb 2005|12:33pm]
I'M UP! & it's not even 2 =/ lol. someone<3 woke me up.. i guess payback for doing it to him yesterday.. hehe. well the strangest thing just happened, a door just slammed shut by itself and no one is in the house but me. * i'm scared *

well yesterday i got a *late* V-Day package from my bro. He sent me & my mom chocolates and he sent me the LV cherry's purse I had wanted and he got my mom some of her favorite perfume. Isn't he the best? It really put a smile on my face :)

well i'm going to go get some lunch so 'til later.

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[15 Feb 2005|12:04pm]
[mood|Hungry ]

well yesterday was Valentine's Day and it basically sucked. I went shopping & had lunch with cakes @ Lincoln Road. I came home and got into a fight with my mom about how I don't appreciate her etc... I think it was just her being pissy because it's Valentine's Day because the fight was totally random and uncalled for. Well that fight was followed by getting into a fight with daddy dearest ..which is just so easy isn't it? It seems that he and I can fight about just about anything. Then my brother called me to bitch at me for being *mean* to mom followed by my sister calling me to stop hanging up on dad.. which both conversations resulted in both being hung up. Oh well, they asked for it. The only thing that was missing on my Valentine's Day was watching my ex-bf getting it on with my bestfriend, which thankfully didn't happen.. lol. Well w/e I never liked Valentine's Day to begin with, it's just a "Hershey's/Hallmark" holiday anyways.

I also spoke with someone<3 that I hope I cleared the air with because I didn't want them to be mad at me as well on Valentine's (or any time for that matter).

I'm starving =( but my dad said he would bring me some pastry's so I'm waiting on that.


i <3 these lyrics

alicia keys - if i ain't got you

Some people live for the fortune Some people live just for the fame Some people live for the power yeah Some people live just to play the game Some people think that the physical things Define what's within I've been there before But that life's a bore So full of the superficial

Some people want it all But I don't want nothing at all If it ain't you baby If I ain't got you baby Some people want diamond rings Some just want everything But everything means nothing If I ain't got you

Some people search for a fountain Promises forever young Some people need three dozen roses And that's the only way to prove you love them

And in a world on a silver platter And wondering what it means No one to share, no one who truly cares for me

Some people want it all But I don't want nothing at all If it ain't you baby If I ain't got you baby Some people want diamond rings Some just want everything But everything means nothing If I ain't got you

Some people want it all But I don't want nothing at all If it ain't you baby If I ain't got you baby Some people want diamond rings Some just want everything But everything means nothing If I ain't got you

If I ain't got you with me baby Nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing If I ain't got you with me baby
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Rock & Roll can be dangerous and fun at the same time - Billy Joe [14 Feb 2005|04:18am]
[mood| Tired ]

Well i got home not too long ago. i made a call to someone who i've been neglecting a little bit but not on purpose. just want him to come back home already !! i saw the grammy's and the LYNYRD SKYNYRD performace r*o*c*k*e*d. As well as the Janis Joplin one, Miss Alicia Keys, Kanye & <3 Green Day <3 Across the Universe / Tsunami Relief w/e left a lot to be desired even though it inculded some of my favorite's.. Billy Joe<3 Steven Tyler<3 Alicia Keys<3 Stevie Wonder<3 I was so happy for Green Day when they won, they really deserved it. I think all in all the necessary people won.

Well the party last night was amazing. It was on a yacht which was a nice twist. They had a live band which was an even nicer twist and the art was sooooooooooooo inspiring. Its like he puts all his thoughts and feelings on a certain subject on a canvas and it is translated wonderfuly. They also had these lil crab cakes that were soooo good. I haven't had crab cakes that good since Boston. My outfit also got a ton of compliments : ) Some lady came up to Poodle and was like my friend thinks your hot & the guy was actually hot ! So of course I lost Poodle for most of the night but w/e thats ok it gave me a chance to meet some cool people. Dod took a picture of my eyes (random) & he told me that I'm going to be his muse for his next creation ..which was a nice compliment. I've never been a *muse* before.. thats so Paris Hilton of me ..hehe. Well anyways we'll see.

Well tonight cakes got back *yey* and I went to pick him up. We met up with Poodle & Marco(poodle's guy from the previous night) and gisele and @ Cafeteria which led to Score's which led to a few drinks and some good convos. This weekend actually involved alot of cocktails & I rarely drink (as many know about my extremely low tolerance) so I might be drunk well into next week.

Well I'm off to bed because cakes want to hit up Nordstrom *bright & early* and I want to persuade him to hit Steam as well.. & later Lincoln for lunch and some unadultarated shopping. I'm definitely craving pasta from Nexxt.

*** Oh wow it's also V-Day I didn't even notice that =/ Well HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY to all ***

~ s ~
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'cuz everyones heart doesn't beat the same [12 Feb 2005|07:50pm]

i will be busting the ^above^ shoes tonite !

i'm just here in my room waiting for poodle to finish my hair before i get dressed so i thought i'd post. i'm currently listening to my green day playlist & poodle is hating every minute of it -=hahahahaHA=- but i don't care because he burned me with the iron = (

we decided to go to palm beach afterall.. so i'm a lil anxious. i've never experienced palm beach from a young perspective so wish me luck. poodle picked out a rather hot outfit for me for tonight ! i'm wearing these black tailored capri lenght pants with a vintage silk pucci halter-style (it ties around the neck but its not an actual halter) top that belonged to my mama in the 70's i believe. the shoes actually match perfectly because the top has a lil bit of turquoise & orange. i will be carrying a silver clutch and have a lil black wrap because its still a bit chilly outside.

as for the hair.. he wants to give me a faux-hawk but i think that may be too punk for palm beach so i'll probably just let him do the bump. got a mani-pedi today followed by a waxing session. is it weird that i like waxing?

i don't know if its just me but i think that ~ American Idiot ~ is GD's best album !! tommorow are the Grammy's and my brother's going (lucky bitch) and i'm definitely rooting for them.. there such badasses & hot ! well poodle's almost done so i'm gonna go but i'll update on how tonight goes..


... s
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